YOU DON'T CRY, I CRY.

try to tell herself that he still love her. but in same time, theres something that make she don't believe in him anymore. try to find what means true love but she's crazy now. don't know how to make this holy shit story end with happy ending. she try to believe in every single word that he said but, she can't. it's too hard for her after she knews there is another girl come to their love story. why must suffer like this? she is hurt now. hurt-ness. her heart, no one know. people around her only make her keep crying non-stop. his texts, just make her crying so hard. she love him. love him so much. he is everything to her. he is the sweetheart of her. not bitter-heart. but, she try to accept the fact. he doesn't love her like before. she miss the moment when he hold her hand and said "baby, iloveyou" wheres all that? she really miss that. she need all that. just give her back. please, don't take it away from her. she's human. she have a sense too. she need a love. she need everything that he had. life always not perfect. even if you feel like you are the happiness human in the earth. lovesuck. trust on me. but, i'm trying to find my true love now. even love is so sick. because, i'm the LOVE ADDICT. yes i still love you from the start till now. but now, i got feeling stated that, you are not the same guy that i love. that i call baby, comel, sayang, that i hug, that i kiss. where are you? where the hell are you going? i miss the old of you baby. come back to me. i want my baby boy. i want my sweet cotton-candy. i want my boy. if you infront of me now, one thing that i really want to do is, hug you so tight and say "iloveyou sayang, i want the old of you" hmm i really want to do that now. i want you be my side. i want you to hold my hand. i want you to make me feel like, i'm the right person to give you happiness. iloveyousomuch.

*Eriyn needs what she had on 19june2010 back :)